Can't Sleep

Joseph and I went out to dinner and getting old and senile at the same time I ordered flavored tea. Forgetting that me drinking tea late is like coffee so here I am not able to sleep, so I'll blog. I called the doctor for my CA125 marker numbers. They were terrible. Again a record high. 271. I cried. I just need prayers to be going up for me to take the right direction. I don't know which way to go. I will be talking to the CTCA in Zion on Monday. I don't know if I will wait until two weeks without doing anything. I also want to talk to them about doing surgery. I would rather get it done at the beginning of summer and be healed by the end, and if I had it soon, I should be okay for the wedding. So just pray that I stay in the Lord's will for all this, that He continues to lead me and direct me. I would love for Him to send me an itinerary that is a little more in depth than He has giving us, but I will continue to do as I feel He is directing me.