Here I am

Here I am still at the hospital bloggin from bed. I can't believe I have been here for a week already. I am still very much full of tumors but fever has been normal for days. They have quit worrying about the bowel movement and just want to keep everything moving down around there. I hope this is not to graphic for all of you but just want to keep everyone informed.

Mentally I am up this hour. I am trying to keep every thing natural as in moving around, walking more, drinking "ensure". Joseph has left the hospital to ge get some bay leaves and grape juice.

Can't Sleep

Joseph and I went out to dinner and getting old and senile at the same time I ordered flavored tea. Forgetting that me drinking tea late is like coffee so here I am not able to sleep, so I'll blog. I called the doctor for my CA125 marker numbers. They were terrible. Again a record high. 271. I cried. I just need prayers to be going up for me to take the right direction. I don't know which way to go. I will be talking to the CTCA in Zion on Monday. I don't know if I will wait until two weeks without doing anything. I also want to talk to them about doing surgery. I would rather get it done at the beginning of summer and be healed by the end, and if I had it soon, I should be okay for the wedding. So just pray that I stay in the Lord's will for all this, that He continues to lead me and direct me. I would love for Him to send me an itinerary that is a little more in depth than He has giving us, but I will continue to do as I feel He is directing me.

Home Again

Still feeling lousy. I came home yesterday before lunch and called in today. My stepfather was put into the hospital last night. They said he has severe anemia. They gave him three pints of blood last night. I will try to get by there to see if and I also have to go get my blood work done today. So everyone have a great day.

God is good, all the time.